We haven’t talked in years, but you still call me every year on my birthday. Today is your 25th birthday and I wish you nothing but the very best.I miss you.Happy Birthday.
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-This is a rant about a girl.
I’m not sure how I came to be the bad guy in this situation, but it is what it is I suppose. What did you expect to happen? You broke up with me over a text message, while I was in a different state, on Valentines Day, and then messaged me the same day and wished me a happy Valentines Day. You made up all sorts of theoretical situations where I was the bad guy, you’d get pissed off if a girl posted on my Facebook wall, or even talked to me. You tried to make me cut off communication with some of my closest friends, for no reason, and then got upset when I refused. You would bring up girls from my past and start fights almost daily for absolutely no reason, other than to have me tell you that I cared about you. I did care about you, everyone could tell and told you so, I guess it just wasn’t enough. You told me it was all my fault, that I didn’t try hard enough, that I didn’t fight for you. I called you every single day when I was away for work, despite the huge time difference. I brought you back gifts from every trip and told you how much I missed you, but I guess that wasn’t enough either. You never wanted me to leave, even though you knew I had to. You told me that I was full of myself and that my looks wouldn’t last forever, which is just laughable and crazy.
And then I received a message on Valentines Day saying that you couldn’t trust me because I was hanging out with people you told me not to and all of your friends were talking about it. I do have two friends that are girls, and I wouldn’t trade them for anything. They have been there for me way longer than you ever were and they would never ask me to cut out friends because they were insecure. I never hooked up with either of them or anything, you knew this. They were always nothing but nice to you and treated you with respect as well. But no, you hated them, for no reason whatsoever and would tell me every single day.
Then you called me crying and messaged me almost daily, telling me that all of your friends and family told you that you messed up. You told me that you realized that I was an amazing boyfriend and that I cared about you. Your friends explained to you that I had the chance of a life time and I had to take it. But it’s too late for that, but I’m not putting all of the blame on you.I think that you are a very loving,caring and great person in many ways.But your insecurities and jealousy are what pushed me away and account for us not talking now
Now you date him. I really don’t care what you do, it’s your life but I really hope that you know what you’re getting yourself into. I would of hoped that you would of realized what kind of guy he was when he dated your old best friend. Or did you forget that he hit her, posted naked pictures of her on the internet, and made her hate life? This is no biased incident either, all of my friends that know him tell me that he also loves to steal things, even from his good friends. And you have to know this because I’ve told you, but you never believed me but I sincerely hope that you do not find these things out the hard way. I wish you the best and hope you find what you are looking for.
I ment to post this before I left, but better late than never I suppose.
1. Step up my wardrobe:
I just want to dress better and step up my style. I need to go out and get some button downs, some vegan friendly suits and shoes.
2.Get more politically involved:
As “cool” as it is not to give a fuck, it’s really important to me to be aware of what’s going on.
3.Read more:
I don’t ever want to stop learning or growing as a person.
4.Travel across the U.S and out of the Country:
I just don’t want to stay still.
5.Get a Motorcycle:
I would love nothing more than to ride a motorcycle across the U.S.
6.Workout and get back into Yoga:
I really want to stop driving my car so much and start riding my bike everywhere. Also, I plan to get back into kickboxing and Yoga, it makes me feel really good and keeps me in shape.
Starts today! Anyone know anyone awesome or any vegan places to eat it Paris,France or Milan, Italy? If so let me know ASAP!
GETTIN’ MY MODEL ON.
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DOIN’ THANGS
Just got back from my second Fashion Week in NYC. This picture is from Thefashionisto.com and make sure to keep an eye out for me in the November issue of SURFACE magazine!
You chose him over me, it really sucks but it’s your decision.
Don’t get mad when you don’t get all of my attention,
I don’t like playing games.
You want to know why I don’t talk to you sometimes…
It’s because I just want to kiss you,
but I can’t.
Fuck it, I’ve said to much, I’ll get over it.
